I love it when people can remember every date of every big event in their life. I can barely remember how old I am let alone the date of when I first kissed my husband. I am so bad at remembering my past I often wonder if I am trying to block it out (ha ha). I have a friend who can remember every little thing her child has done since the day it was born. From the first coo to when it first got the flu. I however remember having my boys and then my mind goes blank. No really my memories pick up in about 2005 when the boys are two and we moved to Hershey. And even then some of my life's events are a bit hazy. So what does that say about me?.... :)
You think that once your children start school that every thing will be better! But the reality is the older they get the more you do for them and the less it is about you. If I only would have known that at 16 I had it all. I had free place to live, all the food I could eat and money when ever I asked for it.
First let me say that I am anti tattoos. I have never had the need to have one but let me say if I did it would be this one. I would put it right in the middle of my stomach so every time I got bigger it would grow. How cool is that (Haha)
Erik is on his humanities month, which is more like a vacation month. It is nice to have him around. I have so much I want to get done in our place before we go to Idaho and I want every thing to be in order when Erik starts residency. Because from what I have heard I may not see him for the next year. Oh well one day this will all be worth it, right?
I am less than Twelve hours away from finding out where we are going to be for the next 4 to 6 years. It is so hard not to go crazy. I do not like the fact that some computer is deciding our future but I do feel like it will all work out for the best. Aaaaaaah I can't wait! :)
I feel like I am going to burst. I am so sick of waiting to find out where we are going to spend the next four to five years of our life. We only have six days left!!!! Just long enough to drive me mad but not long enough for me to run away:)
The Whole reason I changed my blog was because this on was messed up! But today I some how magically fixed it! Do not ask me how but now I have two functioning blogs. I am half temped to keep them both up unless one of you know how to merge a blog?